My original plan for tomorrow was to finish up Christmas shopping. I requested the entire day off and much to my surprise; the powers that be approved the request. When I found out that the big meeting would be on the 12th, I then decided to take a half day off. Well, I’m still going to take the half day off, but now I have to take a trip to the female doctor in the afternoon. I’m not looking forward to that but the trip is a must. JT and I really wanted to see Narnia that evening, but factoring in the weather conditions and the timing of my appointment, I’m not sure that we will have time to buy the tickets in advance for tomorrow.

Add this to the list of pet peeves: I hate to be rushed off of the telephone. Okay, so I know that things come up and we sometimes have to get off the phone just like that… but what is wrong with sounding a little compassionate while you do it.

I talked to my brother, Roth, a moment ago and he went on and on about what presents to get Mama. I felt really bad because this year the funds really aren’t there for me. My brother listened, but how can he truly understand… he works two jobs but lives in a rent-free home with my mom. He is living the good life. I try to positively encourage him to save up money because he essentially has zero responsibilities. Roth usually hangs up on me when he doesn’t want to hear something that I have to say.

Yesterday, H. asked me why I’m not married. This is a sensitive topic folks. Make note of that. I wasn’t angry with her for asking; she is as curious and nosy as I am, but still I hate that question. There is no one, easy answer. Every time someone asks it, I get tense and depressed. I simply answered, “I don’t want to talk about it.” I think that the answer surprised her because I’m usually a lot more open with information. I left it at that and S. later killed the awkward moment by changing the topic of discussion.

Well a bit ago, I ran some hot water in the tub to ease my mind and body. I’ve been laying here for a while waiting for the water to cool but now I’m sure that it is too cold and I’ll have to refill the tub. I always do that.

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