Shit.

I haven’t forgot about my site. I still think about it a lot, really I do.

It’s just that things really suck these days.

I’m gonna start working on a new layout soon.

So keep visiting and leave comments.

Despite things really sucking, I had a wonderful Christmas that I spent with JT, my mom, Dot, JT’s mom and her boyfriend. I was a bit down about my brother deciding not to come (I thought the free food thing was going to lure him in), but I made the best out of the afternoon and evening. JT and I cooked a spectacular meal which included our first turkey they we have ever cooked without our parents rofl. We have plenty of leftovers.

I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas, Kwanzaa, Ramadan and Chanukah.

I didn’t write this, it’s just another email foward lol

10 INDISPUTABLE TRUTHS BLACK PEOPLE KNOW, BUT WHITE PEOPLE WON’T ADMIT:

1. Elvis is dead.

2. Having your children curse you out in public is not normal.

3. Jesus was not White.

4. Skinny does not equal sexy.

5. A 5 year child is too big for a stroller.

6. N’ SYNC will never hold a candle to the Jackson 5.

7. Thomas Jefferson had black children.

8. An occasional ass whooping helps a child stay in line .

9. Kissing your pet is not cute.

10. Rap music is here to stay.

10 INDISPUTABLE TRUTHS WHITE PEOPLE KNOW, BUT BLACK PEOPLE WON’T ADMIT:

1. Tupac is dead.

2. Crown Royal bags are meant to be thrown away.

3. Having a ring on every finger is too much.

4. O.J. did it.

5. Teeth should not be decorated.

6. Breaks are usually only 15 minutes.

7. Jesse Jackson will never be President.

8. RED is not a kool-aid flavor (it’s a color).

9. Your rims and sound system should not be worth more than your car.

10. Your pastor doesn’t know everything.

10 THINGS WHITE AND BLACK PEOPLE KNOW BUT SPANISH PEOPLE DON’T ADMIT:

1. Chicken is food, not a roommate.

2. “Jump out and run” is not in any insurance policies.

3. Your country’s flag is not a car decoration.

4. Hickey’s are unattractive.

5. Mami and Papi can’t possibly be the nickname of every person in our family .

6. Buttoning just the top button of your shirt is a bad fashion statement.

7. 10 people to a car or home is considered too many.

8. Jesus is not a name for your son.

9. Maria is a name but not for every other daughter.

10. Letting your children run wildly through the store can get your ass whooped (or theirs).

Ok, so I will not be using Registerclub.com anymore. Today I noticed that they now charge $20 for registration of a domain, compared to the $10/year of what I have paid for twice. It’s a good thing I have about 8 months left in my year of service.

I know it seems like I haven’t had much to say in my entries lately. However, it’s actually quite the opposite. I have so much to say but I am struggling with how to say it. I have about five different poems in my head that I’ve been thinking about; two unfinished ones on paper. My mind is pre-occupied by a lot of things in my life.

On the plus side of things, I went to Walmart today to do some Christmas shopping. I didn’t buy many gifts, but I did buy more ornaments, lights and bows for our naked 6′5″ Christmas tree. Although Walmart was extremely crowded, we didn’t have to wait long in line! Our tree is really ghetto, the trunk has this outrageous gangster lean at the bottom. So if you look at the top half of the tree, everything is straight, but if your eyes stray to the bottom half, you begin to wonder why the tree is leaning to the left. It’s not really leaning to the left though, blame it on the ghetto trunk :D

Jackie sent this to me last night. I know first hand that some of these are true, others I’m not sure lol.

You know the message was accompanied by (forward this to 125 people and you’ll have great sex for the rest of your life rofl I hate emails like that so I simply deleted that part)

Which ones are true for you?:

Did you know that you can tell from the skin whether a person is sexually active or not?

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don’t need special sneakers!

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!

7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.

Star Trek: Nemesis premiers tomorrow *does two back flips and a cartwheel* Yes, I am a Trekkie at heart, even though I’m not for the old school Star Trek (unless it’s that one episode with the furry little creatures).

and Wednesday… *ahem* Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers!!

Cool site of the day: http://www.earthviewer.com/. This site allows you to get a satellite view of just about anywhere in United States :D (Thanks for the link Terenie)

Why?

How?

Will it happen again?

Will things be the same?

How long will it take?

Time and love is all that is left for certain.

Let it be known that I cannot stand dumb people. I despise working with dumb people, I will not be friends with dumb people, I will not marry a dumb man and I will not associate myself with a dumb person or even a family member. Dumb people don’t know when to shut up. Dumb people might be book smart but they often lack common sense.

Anyway, I recently joined Backstage Axxxess, a forum operated by Jenny. Join now.

Yesterday, Rica sent me this funny link at Newgrounds to some Mortal Kombat Outtakes.

Still behind on the list of movies to see, but you should go see Die Another Day and save your money on Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. This review at http://maddox.xmission.com/ sums the second edition of Harry Potter perfectly: http://maddox.xmission.com/harry.html. I wasn’t the only one who fell asleep during the good parts of the movie!

HOW TO IMPRESS A WOMAN:

Wine her,
Dine her,
Call her,
Hug her,
Support her,
Hold her,
Surprise her,
Compliment her,
Smile at her,
Listen to her,
Laugh with her,
Cry with her,
Romance her,
Believe in her,
Cuddle with her,
Shop with her,
Give her jewelry,
Buy her flowers,
Hold her hand,
Write love letters to her,
Go to the end of the Earth and back again for her.

HOW TO IMPRESS A MAN:

Show up naked.
Bring chicken wings and beer.

Eric Clapton- Tears In Heaven

(CHORUS)
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on
‘Cause I know I don’t belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I’ll find my way
Through night and day
‘Cause I know I just can’t stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

Beyond the door
There’s peace I’m sure
And I know there’ll be no more
Tears in heaven

(REPEAT)

Sometimes I don’t have my own words to convey what I feel at the moment, but a song often sums it up.

Queen – Bohemian Rhapsody

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
I’m just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because I’m easy come, easy go
A little high, little low
Anyway the wind blows, doesn’t really matter to me, to me

Mama, just killed a man
Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he’s dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooo
Didn’t mean to make you cry
If I’m not back again this time tomorrow
Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body’s aching all the time
Goodbye everybody – I’ve got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, ooo – (anyway the wind blows)
I don’t want to die
I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all

I see a little silhouetto of a man
Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning – very very frightening me
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo, Gallileo,
Gallileo Figaro – magnifico

But I’m just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He’s just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come easy go – will you let me go
Bismillah! No – we will not let you go – let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go – let him go
Bismillah! We will not let you go – let me go
Will not let you go – let me go (never)
Never let you go – let me go
Never let me go – ooo
No, no, no, no, no, no, no -
Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me
for me
for me

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh baby – can’t do this to me baby
Just gotta get out – just gotta get right outta here

Ooh yeah, ooh yeah
Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters – nothing really matters to me

Anyway the wind blows…